"Shocked". "Confused". "Heartbroken". My family and I went through all the standard emotions I suppose. I look back to the person I was in 2009. Physically, I want to be that guy again. What I thought was such a burden THEN is barely a challenge compared to what I'm facing just 12 years later. Mentally and emotionally... No, I don’t want to be that guy. I've come too far from the day I heard the word “Parkinson's.”